Missed them all

It's now a little over a month since I smoked a cigarette, instead of getting easier it's getting harder. The first few weeks are full of positive determination and gradually it diminishes to the same old thoughts of well is it really making any huge difference to my life. Little tiny insignificant annoyances are becoming huge dramas which last five minutes and then dissipating completely. I am even annoyed that I'm getting annoyed at some things !

I missed all of the tourneys I thought I was going to play this weekend. Friday I was asleep by the time Therapy™ started. Saturday I forgot, again, about the Saturdays with Dr Pauly game. Sunday I just didn't want to play in the brit bloggerment.

The only game I did play on Sunday was another of the 45's, but that turned to sh*t when I called UTG's min raise along with 3 others from my BB with Jh8d. I flopped two pair and ended up allin vs UTG's AA and the SB's OESD. AA turned a better two pair (pairing the 3 on the flop) and for good measure rivered an A.

Surprisingly, it didn't really upset me all that much.